Yes, I'm no desirable woman's wet dream, and I don't photograph well (partly because of my poor camera self-portrait skills making my face look slghtly longer than it actually is) at 43. When I was heavier 20+ years ago I didn't look all that attractive either obviously. Little did I realize by posting something I wanted that the world would say I cannot ever have (even if I was a billionaire apparently), the trolls who lurk around here would come crashing down with their unwelcome advice, unflattering comments and miscellaneous cheap shots. As a result of the overwhelmingly negative feedback from the sorts of a-holes who appear in Pride Parades or sodomize farm animals, and a very few well-meaning folks who believe I need some involuntary psychiatric help, I withdrew the post due to the sheer vile ugliness that it garnered here. To those of you who spread your garbage mouthed (really, you kiss your mama with those lips) opinions, get bent. When a divine power you don't believe in graces my life with career success and a soulmate, I'll have the last laugh and my own sort of revenge by living well. I consider the writing a God-inspired calling, even if Christianity is more hated across the globe and has become the one religion freely trashed without any consequences. Jesus Chris warned followers they would all be hated by the secular pagan world just as He had first been during His ministry. Perhaps my fast typing here needs an editor to check for typos, but at least I try to be more careful with book and story revisions. Considering all the crap that "Black is the color of my one true love's hair" received on this little blog space, I weep for the future of humanity as it sinks into a new barbarism once the great coming economic collapse strips away the final civilized veneer that was created across the past three centuries in the Western World.
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The Would-be (but not truly yet) Professional Fiction Author.A writer of speculative ficiton since 1999, John X. Grey has since been published a few dozen times, but still seeks greater professional success. Archives
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