To the person who is reading this blog that threatened me with a lawsuit for daring to mention the wrongs I firmly believe were done to me in a real estate transaction last year in a short, mean-spirited telephone call this evening, I did not appreciate either the tone or abruptness of that communication and the rude manner in which you hung up after making those brief, mean-spirited accusations.
If you carry out the threat of a lawsuit, Madam (whom I have never named here or anywhere else), my life might as well end from such a petty gesture as the final injury this world can do to me. Obviously you have been reading this weblog where I have complained about the way in which I've been treated by your ever-changing whims of supposed kindnesses and obvious cruelty masquerading as concern. Where else you could have gotten any evidence of the complaints I have made about my treatment in this bad business decision on my part I do not know, unless someone we both know on Facebook has been tattling about some private message I sent someone there they possibly hacked to read.
Your actions deprived me of my childhood home. If you thought I would accept such a personal setback without complaint (considering my mercurial personality and apparent psychological flaws), that was a mistaken assumption. I expect no additional money now, based on your tone of voice on the telephone, and never expected any after I was forced to move to my new diminished quarters. I can only say that if some malicious lawsuit is directed at me in my near bankrupt condition, I will not be responsible for the consequences to my continued survival on this fallen sinful world. In such a final blow of misfortune launched by someone who has already ruined my life during the last few months, I would have no will left to live. In that event I would pray that a merciful God would take my life so I would not be forced to do it by my own hand.
Of course, your nasty remark of how it did not matter how many books I sold in that lawsuit threat only reinforced my failures as a writer (something I'm sure you and others that know me take some delight in knowing). After thirteen years, I'm running out of any determination to write new material after so many failed efforts in this would-be career/presumed calling from God. You obviously believe or think I'm merely an arrogant man-child with no common sense. I don't ever enjoy being threatened by someone I consider an enemy for their behavior toward me, but God commands that I love my enemies (Matthew 5:44) and despite all that I've suffered and whatever you choose to do against me - I forgive you for all that past and future evil.
Of course, I want to die now more than ever. This world is too hard for me to live in any longer. Stricken with an infected foot that is healing, several potentially bankrupting medical bills in the near future, and a possibly lawsuit for speaking my mind (without using any names in the complaints), death would be the greatest blessing a just and merciful God could grant me right now.
If you carry out the threat of a lawsuit, Madam (whom I have never named here or anywhere else), my life might as well end from such a petty gesture as the final injury this world can do to me. Obviously you have been reading this weblog where I have complained about the way in which I've been treated by your ever-changing whims of supposed kindnesses and obvious cruelty masquerading as concern. Where else you could have gotten any evidence of the complaints I have made about my treatment in this bad business decision on my part I do not know, unless someone we both know on Facebook has been tattling about some private message I sent someone there they possibly hacked to read.
Your actions deprived me of my childhood home. If you thought I would accept such a personal setback without complaint (considering my mercurial personality and apparent psychological flaws), that was a mistaken assumption. I expect no additional money now, based on your tone of voice on the telephone, and never expected any after I was forced to move to my new diminished quarters. I can only say that if some malicious lawsuit is directed at me in my near bankrupt condition, I will not be responsible for the consequences to my continued survival on this fallen sinful world. In such a final blow of misfortune launched by someone who has already ruined my life during the last few months, I would have no will left to live. In that event I would pray that a merciful God would take my life so I would not be forced to do it by my own hand.
Of course, your nasty remark of how it did not matter how many books I sold in that lawsuit threat only reinforced my failures as a writer (something I'm sure you and others that know me take some delight in knowing). After thirteen years, I'm running out of any determination to write new material after so many failed efforts in this would-be career/presumed calling from God. You obviously believe or think I'm merely an arrogant man-child with no common sense. I don't ever enjoy being threatened by someone I consider an enemy for their behavior toward me, but God commands that I love my enemies (Matthew 5:44) and despite all that I've suffered and whatever you choose to do against me - I forgive you for all that past and future evil.
Of course, I want to die now more than ever. This world is too hard for me to live in any longer. Stricken with an infected foot that is healing, several potentially bankrupting medical bills in the near future, and a possibly lawsuit for speaking my mind (without using any names in the complaints), death would be the greatest blessing a just and merciful God could grant me right now.