Well, I've exhausted various avenues of investigation and attempts to protect myself from economic oblivion. There was no help to be had from the State. I'm not poor enough and hopeless enough. I haven't been out of work long enough. I am not considered even mentally disabled (possibly suffering from Asperger's Syndrome - not been diagnosed formally yet). I am not deep enough in debt for bankruptcy to make any sense with current laws. I am told by more than one person giving me advice I must survive. I must apply for any job I might be able to do, even the ones I have no self-confidence about doing competently. Too many jobs in the current labor market are oriented toward sales/marketing of some sort - even many telemarketing jobs seem to have that selling element woven into their nature as do the customer service sector (such as DirectTV and Amazon.com). I'm not a natural born salesman. I never have been. It may explain why my self-promotion efforts as an author are obviously ineffective to date. In terms of any sales job in the ordinary world, I just can't "fake it until I make it" any longer.
I don't think I can get any value from a life insurance policy that isn't even enough to cremate me, yet I seem to be worth more dead than alive. I expect to be out of money sometime next month and homeless by 2013 unless there is a change to my life for the better. I don't know if survival is even possible for me any longer.
I don't think I can get any value from a life insurance policy that isn't even enough to cremate me, yet I seem to be worth more dead than alive. I expect to be out of money sometime next month and homeless by 2013 unless there is a change to my life for the better. I don't know if survival is even possible for me any longer.